Verses from the Abstract

my biggest thought of the night

DAMN GIL, YOU’RE A FUCKING GULLIBLE STUPID BITCH.

i have nothing

it’s ok, like radiant waves of light

i’ve got nothing substantial

nothing is truly mine

but i have this smile on my shoulders

lessens as i get older

and as the holder throws me 

down the mountain like a boulder

i’m hurt in the shoulder

forever slouching towards eternity

i’m a homemade remedy

remember me, i’m made of clay

alright well hey ok, i’ve been on my way

took some weird paths, missed on on some math

forgot exactly how many their were

it seems all some blurry twirl of the imagination now.

people are entitled to their happiness. people, am i human?

i feel like I’ve always felt. spent , cards dealt, lying on the cold floor, singing songs, never right, always trailing along with the moon and the sun, i should have just stuck to my guns…it’s worked for so long…i should have just stuck to my guns.. instead of ending up feeling so goddamn dumb.

how did it become such a paradigm

i figure out i’d rather laugh with ghosts

than be broken hearted for life

i think i’d rather cry, than hold you now

i think i want to leave this town

i’ll wait for my brother to sail in

hopefully my eyes will get less soggy

hopefully it’s better far away

i’ll write to my friends

i want a better life

i wanted one here

but that has been tried for too long

i’ll stay inside this cave singing my song for all time long.